She decided she wouldn’t date anyone new for nine months and she stuck to it. She’s with someone new now. It’s difficult for me to see them together; it seems unnatural…wrong. She should be with her first love, the man that loves her with all his heart and soul. The man that at one time she planned to marry. He had so many chances to get her back but he was either too stubborn or too afraid to try. I knew all along she still loved him but wouldn’t admit it to anyone. I could tell… there were signs. I think she was waiting for something from him and got tired of waiting… but only she knows. She needed to feel loved by someone again. She needed someone to talk to on the phone at night before going to sleep, someone that would make her feel like she was the most important thing in his world.

The new guy? Well… he is perfect… too perfect! He is every parents dream for their daughter. I don’t think he is capable of doing or saying anything wrong or ever getting angry. His manners are top notch. He’s so polite and helpful. So why do I cringe when I see them together? I feel deep in my soul that he is not the person she is meant to be with. How I feel though matters to no one but me. I can’t make anyone see things the way I do. I can only hope that the two people that are meant to be together will somehow find their way back to each other, but unless her first love decides to start fighting for her, it may never happen.